Tuuli....

Tuuli... estoy todo screwed up con tu re-llegada a mi vida... o sea... quien iba a decir que 9 años despues iba a pasar lo que ahora pasa...
antes que todo sorry por olvidar tu cumple... y ahora... no se que pasa... como va a ser que despues de 27 años de vida me empieze a cuestionar mi sexualidad, y darme cuenta quizá que mi alma gemela sea una chica como tu????!!!!
I just started in spanish without realizing u wont get a word of what i just wrote... life is crazy... i mean who would have ever imagined this situation... years ago i said my soulmate could be a woman, but i didn't take it seriously... but what if it is true??
my mind plays mental tricks on me...i often see myself in europe once more... visiting you and sometimes it goes beyond, bringing you here, having a life together... I MUST BE CRAZY!!
Is this what must come to pass? Why, after 9 years, is that i re-meet you and all the events start to take place??
Estonia... 13.000 km away! could it be any farther than that? :P i just don't get it... are you the one? Gosh!! Help!!!
I'm really needing some guidance now! :(